Monday 9 October 2000

"my dear atie, i think that i.........."

assalamualaikum and guten tag liebe meine freundin,atie

hi,pekhabar?mesti sihat cam sblm je yek.yelah..sejak happy terima
my 'red-rose' card and my unexpected phone call yesterday.i'm happy to know 
you happy..... sampai tersenyum sorang2 kalau baca emel anti..
sebenarnya mmg tak plan nak call aritu,ntah rasa tergerak hati nak call
anti,kalau disturbing you, sorry so much. actually sejak ber"sahabat" ngan 
anti ni ana sendiri pun tak tahu samada ana ada menyakitkan hati atie. ana 
pun bukanya jenis yg sentimental sgt..sbb tu ana ni masih single 
skrg..hehe..gurau jer...so once again sorry, if anything bad you got from me 
since u know me ok.ana mmg berharap sgt our persahabatan can be last 
longer..as u say kalau ada apa2, i think maybe we can just be frank to each 
other or else, we're just wasting our precious young and energetics time 
with such this thing.the friendship can inspire us very much and also can 
absolutely destroy all the eagerness built up in one's heart.

ok,back to main point. pasal anti ingat ana 'merajuk' cos tak berkempatan 
jumpa anti aritu sebenarnya tak sgt pun. ana susah nak merajuk, tapi sedikit 
"frust" tu ada la,w'pun lepas ana pikir2 balik ada baiknye juga tak jumpa 
anti. so, anti tak payah feel guilty etc, let's forget 'bout it.pasal your 
story about my mum tu i knew it already, tapi rasanya yg 'secret' atie 
taknak bagitau tu pun ana rasa boleh agak kot. tapi ana tak tau sgt lagi psl 
you and your family,i mean before moving to k'te and so on.jadi ana rasa 
kalau tak menjadi keberatan for atie, ana rasa nak jumpa atie sblm cuti nie.
i means it's all up to you to decide. ana rasa the most possible date maybe 
ari jumaat last day atie kat kl kot.anyway, i'll call you back atau ana akan 
check your answer back in this mel.walaumacamana pun ana sebenarnya nak 
cakapngan atie pasal our family..yg semua cerita2 yg ana sendiri tak boleh 
agak apa lagi 'kejutan' yg akan timbul.tu pun sume relates to our beloved 
family. kalau tak boleh pun ana rasa it's ok.
sbb masa punsuntuk..jadi next raya la jawabnya.

ok, ana rasa tu je main point ana nak cakap. w'pun byk lagi main point lain 
perlu ana cakap ,maybe i'll keep it for the next time.
hope atie always in the best and the blessings of God of Most Merciful, Most 
Compassionate.
wassalam and auf wiedersehen.

sein freund,
eifan